Saturday, October 29, 2005
I have been forcing myself to study these few days...i really mean forcing..really got no mood to study at all...i'm getting very obsessed with going online..and i have been forcing myself to at least read some of my notes before going online...but always end up spending more time online than studying..i really hope this will not continue and the situation will improve by next week...i really have to study hard next week cos its another 1 week plus to my exams!! i really don't know myself...sometimes i can really feel the urgency of getting my hands on my notes when i thought of the many many tuts that i'm lagging on..but sometimes totally no sense of urgency at all!! really very jia lat lah me...i think since jc i'm like this already..i think no one will believe me if i say i was once the top student of the whole level when i was in sec 2...haha..what about now? i just hope i can pass all my subjects!! I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME...i think ever since jc..i have been becoming lazy...yup LAZY is the word..haiz...maybe its cos i put on weight..haha...i heard from some pple that laziness got to do with fatness..haha...when u r fat..u tend to be lazy...aiya all crap lah..i'm just finding excuses for my laziness...haha..oh ya...i saw shi xin hui at can B on wed!! she was eating with a guy..we guessed that was her bf...quite handsome leh..haha...and she looks slimmer than on tv..but overall she looks almost the same as on tv...hehe..i really like the way she sings the song "beautiful"!! i think she sang it well!! i love that song too!! i think i have too much prejudice against her during the competition cos i supported kelly that time...by come to think of it..i think she's not bad too!! hehe...pple r always like this..will get blinded by competitions...will say all sorts of things abt those that they dislike or will do anything to support the one they liked..but of course i'm not those extreme types...haha..ok i will end here with a phrase that i got from my bf...If you hear a voice within you saying "You are not a painter," then by all means paint...then the voice will be silenced.He saw it from some book or article..i think its very meaningful leh...hehe.. :)
SMILE :)
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