Monday, April 10, 2006
very stressed!!!!!my first paper is only 2 days later and my first core paper is just one day after my first paper...ok a bit confusing..anyway i'm so damn stressed!! someone pls help me!!! i already tried very hard to study these few days yet my progress is really slow...i'm always like this lah..take super long to finish one set of notes...cos i wanna make sure that i understand every single bit of it..but i cannot afford to go at this speed already! only a few days left...i better jia you! stress leads to another problem...insomnia!!! i can't seem to get fast asleep when i'm on the bed..always thinking of this and that...thinking of this equation that equation..help!!btw that time i read from cleo that there's this gal who wrote to cleo saying that her mum is no longer like how she was in the past...she said that her mum used to be a fashionable and don't know what lah..just very nice lah...but then recently her mum like totally changed to another person..always commenting on that gal's dressing and said she looked fat or sth...then that gal felt very upset..then the reply from cleo was that menopause can do havoc to the hormones...i really wonder is it all women who reach like 50+ will get menopause and will suddenly change to another person..like have mood swings all that...hmm...i guess my mum is one of those undergoing menopause ba..i think its been quite a while already...maybe one or two years or so? she's been getting frustrated over the smallest thing ever..when i say smallest...i really mean the smallest! haiz..i'm slowly getting used to it...sometimes if she suddenly gets frustrated..i will just walk away...haiz really very sad man..i used to be so close to my mum and she used to be soooooo nice to me...not saying that she's not treating me well now..she's still nice to me...but just that a bit too temperamental..one second can be damn nice then the other second face totally change...pls treasure the times when your mum has not yet undergone menopause...haha..ok lah...just joking..of course must treasure them always!!!!!! :)
SMILE :)
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