all i want is to feel the love from u again.
all i want is to find back the feeling i had in you.
the person who cared for me, gives me surprises and makes me happy.

if i couldn't get all these because i was wrong.
i said i was sorry.
i did all i can but all i got back in exchange was doubt and the harshness i seldom see in u.

maybe it was a mistake.
i thought everything didn't seem to change.
but maybe it had.
probably all that i did is not enough for u to forget the pain i caused u.
and now i'm the one suffering.
i'm sorry.
but do i deserve all these?
yes maybe i do.
probably its better to be a fucking bitch.
still, i thank you for the memories.

it's really a bad year.
how many unlucky years do i have to go through?
my health, my school work, my love life...nothing is right.
and my grandma, she left us.
i promised her that i will study hard.
i guess to keep my promise, is the only way for me to be happy now.